When I need to talk to someone the first thing I think is "Nope can't talk to him (bf), if only my friend and I were in a better place."? I want more than anything to be able to talk to Brian, for him to be the one I go to when life becomes too much. Is it bad that I can't depend on him for that?
I feel so alone right now in carrying all of this. It feels too much like it's all crumbling and falling to pieces again. I don't know if I can survive another breaking. I am barely making it through the last one; I'm not through it yet. I will shatter for sure. I wish my best friend was here...I miss her terribly.
For now I guess I let my emotions take over...I hate giving in...
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