Sometimes life is funny...

So at the beginning of the month I wrote a blog titled "Finding Love" I deleted that post but here I am inserting the beginning of it:

"Everyone has their view of what love is. Most of our views have been influenced by Hollywood. We see these big gestures done by the leading guys and we expect that. We set our goals, our standards to high that we constantly find something wrong with the people we date; or maybe the bar is set to high that no one we date comes close. We start to give up one finding that special guy or girl. We think it’s impossible to find the person who carries all the qualities that we have on our checklist. We think it so impossible that we start to edit our lists. We take out qualities or characteristics that we really want, but since we haven’t met someone we might as well take it off.
However, in doing so we end up settling for what we might find instead of putting effort, time, and patience into play. We live in a fast paced world where we want everything now. If we don’t get it we move on or we compromise. We can have everything on our list, given they are important. An example, spontaneity is nice quality to have, but is it truly important? Someone who has the capability and honesty to constructively criticize to become a better you, I would think is more important quality to keep.
For me, I have found that none of the guys I have dated have had the ability to tell me my faults or let me know when I’m being stupid. Being able to tell someone those things is important. A relationship is for bringing out the best in each other and working together to contribute to the world. If you can’t be honest and tell your partner they are wrong or their faults how can you bring out the best in each other?
I don’t know, maybe that’s just me and how I see a relationship. Sure relationships can make a person happy, but you can’t be happy if you aren’t happy with yourself. You can’t be happy in a relationship if you aren’t happy alone. Relationships aren’t just about being happy.
Well, I don’t go out much. I’m not into the whole night scene. The only place I meet people is in school. Majority of the time they aren’t single. My closest friends are either married or getting married; by the end of the year they will all be married (Besides my 2 closest guy friends."

I met this guy on the 11th. He's pretty amazing! I haven't been this happy....since I can remember. There's this comfortability when I'm with him that is difficult to describe, but I'm sure most of you know what I am talking about. It's an amazing feeling.
I wouldn't have met Brian if I hadn't gone to Xochitl's party, and I wouldn't have gone to Xochitl's party if I wasn't kicked out of the house. I was terribly tired from the week, but I am glad I went. I wouldn't have met such an amazing sweet funny guy.
I'm excited for this new relationship. I really really really like him. I'm falling for him in a few short weeks. We spend hours at a time together an there isn't a dull moment. Every moment spent with him is so wonderful. I don't know when I will see him again, but it will be wonderful! :)